(via EllieLove - Bad Cop) From a recent shoot with EllieLove you...
(via EllieLove - Bad Cop)
From a recent shoot with EllieLove you can find her tumblr blog at this link
(via CandyLane - Retro Pinup)
(via CandyLane - Retro Pinup)
(via Lynn - Leather Jacket) Here's another beautiful image...
(via Lynn - Leather Jacket)
Here's another beautiful image from this weekend's shooting with the my good friend DK. This one is of the lovely and sexy Lynn. We love working with her for her edgy style, and wonderful and fearless posing. She is equally as able to pull off hard and edgy as she is elegant and artistic. We hope that you love this one as much as we do!
(via Kayla) Our lovely Kayla poses for a beautiful and sexy shot...
(via Kayla)
Our lovely Kayla poses for a beautiful and sexy shot in our new studio space during a weekend shoot with photographer friend DK who was kind enough to let me slip in for a few shots. Feels good to get back behind the camera again!! I'll have some new material to share with you from this session as well as some projects I have in planning stages coming up! Stay Tuned for MORE!!!
MJ
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ellielovelive: Hello Lovers… this week you're going to get a...
Hello Lovers… this week you're going to get a look inside of me… I'm going to reveal a side of myself that you may not know existed. In fact it exists in most women.. I hope that this blog does not make you uncomfortable, but I think it is also important if you're going to follow me, you know more about me and who I am…
To model again, or not to model again… that has been the question of the last few months. It has been a question that I have battled with over and over. I have a strong desire to model again.. but I'm struggling with the confidence to do it. Confidence has always been a struggle for me…. and even when I modeled before I would have never believed that anyone would have wanted to see modeling pics of me. Yet somehow, interestingly.. I learned that there were people who were interested in my photos, I'm actually quite proud of the fanbase that I had developed. I do hope to reconnect with some of those people. (I'm happy to say that process has already begun)
As I've been battling my demons the last couple of months I've found it interesting to hear some of the other ladies that Sexy Man works closely with have some of the same demons… these are incredibly beautiful and sexy women. Interestingly.. it would seem that most ALL women have a negative body image toward themselves. It's not just me?? hmmmm
I still have a lot of insecurities about my body, Cancer was not kind to me.. the treatments I received caused me to gain weight… a lot of it. No amount of diet or exercise seemed to matter. I seemed helpless to watch the scale inch higher and higher… as I tossed out some of my favorite outfits because they simply no longer fit me.. and then repeated the process a size later, and again…
Recently…as if by magic… the weight started falling off Sexy Man says its because I'm in love… but I don't know. I cut a lot out of my diet, and started working again… but I don't really know the answer. I love feeling healthier, and having energy… I just wish I looked better. I've shrunk out of my clothes again.. two or more sizes and my wardrobe is looking a little frumpy on me again..
keep reminding myself that even before.. when I thought no one would notice, plenty of people did. In my lifestyle… which we will talk about soon… I thought that no one would notice or want me… and I've discovered that isn't the case either. I keep telling myself that will be the case in this new modeling endeavor as well.
What I've learned is this… Sexiness doesn't come from being skinny, or from being exceptionally beautiful sexiness comes from confidence. I've come to be more comfortable in my own skin… after all it's the only skin I've got. All of the wishing in the world won't make my skin smooth and tight nor will it magically relocate my boobs to their proper place on my chest…. yet my play friends still manage to find some interest in me. I don't know why..
A friend recently told me… and wiser words were never spoken.. "I am who I choose to be, and I think it shows in the flesh. If you think you are delicious, you act delicious, and therefore others see your deliciousness…. and it applies to almost everything in life… for example I think I'm fun to fuck, I act like I'm fun to fuck, now you and everyone knows that I'm fun to fuck…."
This works for men as well as women… Men… keep telling yourselves, you're handsome and sexy.. build your confidence and women will start to see you as sexy
Beauty and sexiness starts in your head.. you are who you choose to be.. feel it… then become it, and that is how others will see you.
There was a time when I would have never wore clothing that would have been revealing in public. Writing this blog post has helped me to realize just how far I've come.. and so as I was getting ready to go out to our favorite club last night.. I decided to step up my game a bit.. and really show where that confidence has brought me. The photos that go with this post are actual photos shot last night, from last nights outing… I was wearing a see through lingerie piece, with no panties.. it was very exciting to walk around the club knowing that with every step, ever passing breeze.. I was teasing the boys with glimpses of my ass… SexyMan noticed quite a few people that were stealing glances… Enjoy the photos lovers…. see you again here soon!
EllieLove Returns
I am super excited to have my original model working again…. this would be my lovely wife.....Michele Renatta - PassionateArtisan
Michele Renatta - PassionateArtisan: Here is a favorite image from a recent shoot with Michele...Behind the Scenes with Nixie and DKImagery
Behind the Scenes with Nixie and DKImagery: This is one of my favorite behind the scenes photos...Soft and Wet.....
Soft and Wet.....: Here's one of our favorite images from the weekend shoot with Denise...Nixie - Sweater and Leg-Warmers
Nixie - Sweater and Leg-Warmers: I'm having bittersweet feelings as I'm writing my blog...A Busy Weekend
A Busy Weekend: It was a long productive weekend at Studio505 this weekend. My good friend Denise...Nixie -Sweater & Leg WarmersOne of my faves from...
Nixie -Sweater & Leg Warmers
A little kink in the show....
A little kink in the show....: We had known for months that we had the gallery show at Sesso and so...(via Wooster's Couch with Floofie) New Blog post featuring...
(via Wooster's Couch with Floofie) New Blog post featuring "Woosters Couch" by Floofie… click on the photo to read more about this image and where you can go to view it live!
One Light Wonderful
One Light Wonderful: Here's a great photo from yesterdays One Light Wonderful workshop…...A small rant.....
A small rant.....Out of the Darkness with Leidi Dartania
Out of the Darkness with Leidi DartaniaGallery Opening was a huge success!
Gallery Opening was a huge success!: Our Gallery show had a great turnout… check out our new...Ducks for the WIN!!!!
Ducks for the WIN!!!!
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